
Remember back in September when our banking system just about collapsed that one week. When Bear Stearns or some other financial crap was given away for practically nothing to some other stronger financial place. Well, coincidentally, that's when my financial situation did just about the same thing. I lost my job, I had just paid off huge fines and restitution fees earlier in the summer and things were pretty bleak for awhile. I got that one job which I quit after only a week because I just could not work with my co worker but luckily got the job I have now quickly afterwards.
Problem was it was only part time for awhile and I was still paying off bills and just keeping my head above water. Last year at this time, in May, I actually thought I would never ever really have to worry about money again. I had saved a tremendous amount (for me) and just couldn't see what was up ahead for me.
I have finally turned the corner on all of that. I am working full time now. Actually, much more than full time as each week goes by. I am the go to guy now at my place of employment. If something extra needs to be done, they call me.
Today for instance, I noticed some inventory had to be delivered to Yountvillle, CA. Now, just yesterday, after I finished my normal route, my boss asked me to take 2 orders. One to Berkely and one to Yountville. Of course I did it. So when I saw the order for Yountville today, I told the other boss that I had just delivered that order yesterday. He said that it must be a mistake and told me not to worry about it and go home. I was about to enter my building when I got a phone call from my boss. He said, "Uh, er Frank? That order you told me about earlier is a new one and it has to be delivered today." I told him I would be there as fast as the bus could get me back . So, in the last two days I have put almost 24 hours in. Tomorrow I have OT too because I have to deliver 160 boxes to a warehouse in Hayward.
Anyway the point is, I am going into banking mode again. And it won't be long before I'll be as secure as I was last May.
This Sunday is Mother's Day and again it felt great to be able to send my mom a card and a little cash for lunch or something. I missed at least 10 Mother's Days when I was out of my mind on drugs. That's a lot of Mother's Days. She called me this morning and told me that I shouldn't have sent her money and that I might need it more. Mom, I know you read this so let me tell you that putting that money in that envelope was probably the best feeling I had all week. OK? I just want you to have a nice Mother's day and wish I could spend the day with you. But, it's looking pretty good that I will be able to spend next years holiday with you. I love you mom.
Ok, I'm puddling up a little so I'll change the subject. My friend and fellow blogger Stagnant Artist new piece can be found by clicking this right here.
I wanted to write a bunch more but I've already said too much.
Until next time
Art- See above!
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T Rex-Ride a White Swan


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6 comments:
you big sweetie! I need to update the blog. Busy weekend and applied for an official show at WFMU. Keep your fingers crossed. But thanks again for your support! it makes me blush....
It's great to hear all's good. I worry about you, kinda like a momma.
At least my boy is clean & safe, and he called me, and he says it's the last time he won't be here for Mother's Day.
I feel all happens for a purpose. I just wish it would be freakin' revealed to me soon!
The best Mother's Day present you gave your Mom was the very thoughts behind it as well as living right. It's such a good feeling for us to be able to look in the mirror, isn't it Frankie? I mean, when I was being bad I couldn't and wouldn't call my Mom and she knew. So it is a good and deep emotion attached to the card you sent her. The cash was actually secondary, right?
You have become the good son you once were.
From one Ex-Con to another, I could really relate to your blog. I came accross your blog via other sober friends in other sober blogs. I went from a life of airline exec, having it all to a dark and desperate life of alcoholism and finding myself inside those cold prison walls. I am doing it right today, got off parole in 13 mos., multiple DUI's, non violent offender, housed in a max security womens prison. I lost "everything!" Today I have "everything" that really matters in life. Most importantly my sobriety, 5yrs. 10mos. 1 day! Life is better than I ever dreamed possible.
You got my attention because I am public about my recovery and ex-con status. Don't find that often. So keep on doing the next right thing because it's the right thing to do. You remind me and inspire me, thank you!
Kathi
http://www.livinglifeonlifesterms.com/ (My new site) When I finish formatting and layout maybe you would consider being profiled under "Courage to Change" it will be at least a month or so down the road. Let me know
http://sobermoms.ning.com/profile/Kathi
(more about me)
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If you save any more money, you're going to have to change your name from frankicon to frankiwads.
Tom
Stopping by top say hello, and I hope all is well.
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