Saturday, July 18, 2009

The End Of Ex Con









This is the last posting for this blog which has tremendously helped me throughout the years since I was released from prison. Lots of things happened here.

I made new friends, reunited with old friends, fought with the prison guard union, and even had a hard time with the Rock Band Them Pouges.

I truly would like to thank everyone who regularly read my posts. Some of them were good. Some were bad. But it helped me. Every single post.

Here's my update. After weeks of struggle trying to find a place to live, I didn't have to settle for a seedy hotel room in a rotten neighborhood. I live in the Sunset area of the city only blocks from work. I live in a flat with one other person. Usually a flat of this size rents out 4 or 5 people which leads to drama like that show Big Brother but without the contests. I have a beautiful girlfriend who I may spend the rest of my life with if she behaves : ) , I have a great job, well at least my employers are great and give me plenty of hours in order for me to live pretty good. I bought a bike to ride around instead of wasting money and fossil fuels. And I am visiting the family in Florida in September.

When I left prison with the $200 gate money they provide you with, I knew I had a long hard struggle ahead of me and truthfully thought I might wind up behind bars within months. But that didn't happen. I got a job for the first time in years. And I worked. Man did I work. 6-7 days a week and still doing it at the place I'm at now.

I have beaten the odds so far. I see so many people. Old friends who I used to get high with who are just stuck in the same situation. I do my best to help them whenever possible because I remember the days when they helped me, though not for the right reasons.

I will be starting a new blog but I won't be announcing where it is or promote it here. I love writing and I would like to see if I can gain the same amount of readers I have here.

I love you all and wish all of you the best in your struggles and the struggles of your loved ones. But most of all I want to say two words to all of you.


Thank you.




la la la la la la la la la.................


You've been so kind and generous, I don't know how you keep on giving
For your kindness I'm in debt to you
For your selflessness, my admiration
For everything you've done, you know I'm bound, I'm bound to
thank you for it....

la la la la la la la la la ...........................


You've been so kind and generous, I don't know how you keep on giving
For your kindness I'm in debt to you
And I never could have come this far without you
For everything you've done, you know I'm bound, I'm bound to
thank you for it....

Na Na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na na



Oh, I want to thank you for so many gifts you gave with love and tenderness,
I wanna thank you
I want to thank you for your generosity, the love and the honesty that you gave me
I want to thank you, show my gratitude, my love and my respect for you,
I wanna thank you

Oh I want to thank you, thank you, thank you,
thank you, thank you, thank you...

9 comments:

Lou said...

God Bless, Frankie. You have a new lease on life, and it's time to move on.

You helped me a great deal, and I'm no longer afraid of the future. Much love to you, Mom #2.

Brother Frankie said...

abundant blessings my friend (im guessing you could be, feel like you are)

you will be missed, but life happens and yoours IS happening for the better. i believe in you. i will look for you.

ya ever get stuck in florida, look me up. email is in my profile. i always have a bed or a couch.

you are loved.


brother frankie
a biker for Christ

gail said...

Frankie, your blog has been very helpful and enjoyable. I will continue to root for you. I don't even know what to say....I will really miss reading your posts! You're awesome and I'm so happy it looks like you're having a "happily ever after". Yay!!!!

Patrick said...

Wow, best to you, got things all figured out. Stay sober, stay clean, its worth the effort...trust me, I know.

Warm regards and best wishes.

TraceyBaby said...

Frankie, I haven't even read this yet, but I will. I just wanted to say how awesome you are and what an inspiration!

I just sent your blog to an internet friend who just got out of rehab who is struggling right now. He's on the punkfriends site too but I don't think he goes on there much.

xoxo ~T~

Stagnant Artist said...

Frankie I am glad to see your voyage to this moment has happened! It's great. Plus, you have had a great time meeting new people, like myself *wink wink*, and I am glad we were here to help you through your ups and downs. As always, I will follow you no matter where you go. Hooray for you and go forward young man!

sKILLz said...

Oh man homie you just dropped a fucking bomb on me!
If this is how you feel then so be it. I can only wish you the best.
Yes you have come far.
Yes you have beat the odds.
Yes you give me hope!!!
Means alot to me!
You know my site, you know my # don't you DARE be a stranger!!
stay up!

Anonymous said...

Right on Frankie! Time to turn the page. Best of luck in keeping this a closed chapter. I hope there are less bumps in the road for you, but just enough to keep life interesting.

Tom

Mr. Beer N. Hockey said...

Been good to know you Frank. Keep it clean in the free world. Your stories did us all good. Thanks for making the effort. Stay free...